SCREAMING LUCE — field notes from the pink static between thoughts
field notes from the pink static between thoughts — dispatches, dreams, and chaotic synaptic incidents.
a sanctuary for a neuropharmacology student, neurogourmet, and immigrant in the UK — rambling about all things, off the main channels. hopefully a safe space for others too.
Log Entries
- 12 Sept 2026// Life// Update
What a Mess
Honestly, I’m exhausted, and it hasn’t been fun. I am tired of how life has been, how much I have to sacrifice, how disappointed I have gotten with humans in general and also personally… Stuff is moving so fast and so slow at the same time that is difficult to keep up with anything I […]
read transmission → - 31 May 2026// Screaming Sanity// Update
Closed Beta Stage: A New Direction for My Little Business
It has been … fun, these days. Chaotic, intense. Sometimes sad, sometimes angry, many times both.
read transmission → - 29 May 2026// Paralives// The Sims 4
I Need to Rethink My Legacy Tracker
I blame it on Paralives‘ early access release. Yes, it has visual glitches and clipping, and yes, it has a few bugs, but overall, it’s a much better early release than anything the life sim community has seen recently. The Sims 4 is dying and has skinned many simmers of around £1k in DLCs alone. […]
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